GoonerforSadists

Porn and Masturbation Addiction Gone WIld. I'm a male, submissive porn masturbation addict. In need of commands and instructions to be the best me I can be. Who that best me is? Well, that’s for you to decide. I will do what you want to become the person you think I should be.

I discovered something today…. An irony of my existence… the power of the words “Keep stroking”.

Someone DM’d me and only said, “Keep Stroking”.

My reaction:

Compulsion: I had to stroke.

Fear: because I knew I shouldn’t, but I had to stroke.

Pleasure: From the stroking and knowing the person who DM’d me would be happy I did as I was told. Acceptance: That anyone could alter my day with two simple words.

Regret: That anyone could alter my day with two simple words.

Desire: To see the words again.

Fear again: Of my desire.

Will I see those words again? How often? No answer puts me at peace…. Only the words… “Keep Stroking”.